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ndikhale

by Bongeziwe Mabandla

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Titled "ndikhale”, the single is the third from the award-winning artist’s forthcoming album amaXesha and it’s the most earthy song on the album, a potent reminder of the musical essence that’s at the core of all Mabandla’s recorded output.

It’s also replete with emotion, having been written in the hours following a phonecall the artist received while in Orleans, France.

“Sometimes heartache can be terrifyingly moving, and in this case it inspired ‘ndikhale’,” shares Mabandla. In the wake of a call that left him feeling let down, dismissed and unfairly treated, he turned to songwriting to mark the moment and make the pain evident.

“I wanted to go into a hole.That’s how the line “Ngaske Ndikhale ndigaze ndiyeke (“I wish I could cry and never ever stop) surfaced. I held on to that line for a few days while trying to find chords that would match my sorrow.

“What was interesting though was this was not a basic sad song. I was angry about everything that was happening to me and that’s how the fast pace of the song came about. I then worked on the verses of the song trying to put into words why I was angry and I wrote about how I had been a fool in love and believed in empty promises and that I had been mislead into waiting for something that would make me feel unworthy. I then finished writing the song in the studio, saying “bendilapha” (“I was here”). I was fully present and eager. I love this song because it was written in the moment with that raw emotion still bare.”

“ndikhale” was one of the last songs written for amaXesha says composer, instrumentalist and producer Tiago Correia-Paulo. Still falling into the pandemic period - which provides the context for the new album - it emerged during one of the windows that allowed socially distanced shows in Europe.

"We had a gap between shows and decided to go somewhere quiet to flesh out some of the songs from the previous months, when we were working back and forth online,” says Correia-Paulo..

“We hired a small cottage in a rural part of the Netherlands and set up a small recording studio. It smelled so much like cow manure that we had to keep the windows closed! The main acoustic guitar was the first thing we wrote and recorded during those sessions. Maybe influenced by our new surroundings it became a bit of a tangent to the mostly synth/keyboard driven sound we had been insisting on. So organically ‘ndikhale’ became the earthy song of this new album. Short and simple, but still with a punch that could match everything else we were plotting."

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Ndikhale (ndigaze ndiyeke)

Ngaba nyani na
Undilibele
Kudala ndihleli
Ndihlel’ emlindweni

Ngaba nyani na
Undilibele
Kudala ndihleli
Ndihlel’ emlindweni

Ngaba nyani na
Undilibele
Kudala ndihleli
Ndihlel’ emlindweni

Ngaba nyani na
Undilibele
Kudala ndihleli (Kudala ndihleli)
Ndihlel’ emlindweni (Ndihlel’ emlindweni)

Xa undibhanxa (Xa undibhanxa)
Uhlekisa ngami (Uhlekisa ngami)
Kumele ndivume (Kumele ndivume)
Andiyonto mna (Andiyinto mna)


Ngaske ndikhale, ndikhale
Ndikhale ndingaze ndiyeke
Ngaske ndilile, ndilile
Ndilile ndingaze ndiyeke

Ngaba nyani na (Ngaba nyani na)
Undilibele (Undilibele)
Kudala ndihleli (Kudala ndihleli) Zumxelele
Ndihlel’ emlindweni (Ndihlel’ emlindweni) Zumxelele

Ngaba nyani na
Undilibele
(Bendilapha) Kudala ndiqhleli
(Bendilapha) Ndihlel’ emlindweni

Walil’ umntwanana
Elilel’ unina wakhe
Wamthatha wambek’ esifubeni sakhe
Wathi thula sana lwam
Wathi thula sana lwam

Walil’ umntwanana
Elilel’ unina wakhe
Wamthatha wambek’ esifubeni sakhe
Wathi thula sana lwam
Wathi thula sana lwam

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released April 6, 2023
Produced by Tiago Correria-Paulo
Mixed by Stephen Sedgwick for Solar Management
Mastered by Rogan Kelsey

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Bongeziwe Mabandla Johannesburg, South Africa

Known as the enigmatic spirit of African Soul, South Africa’s Bongeziwe Mabandla is a multiple award-winning artist who has recorded four acclaimed albums, performed on an array of national and international stages, become a sought-after creative collaborator and expanded his talents into film and visual art. ... more

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